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"Kill your enemies."(L)

Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 8:20 PM

Today , had my life range shooting at idontknow where .

Laugh like theres no tomorrow .

Killed time to eased ourselves .

Saw witches and other cool costumes since its Halloween .

Reached home around 6pm .

Showered for nearly an hour .

Cuddled into our astro boy jacket since the weather aint looking at his best for today .

A lot happened .

I miss that somebody you know .

Time flies too fast .

I am afraid of falling in love again .

Okay dear , i really miss you . (':

Labels: cant you tell ?, Im under that white sheet

Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 5:39 PM

Hati ini tidak puas

Hidup ini sentiasa tidak adil

Mengapa masalah selalu berkumpul di hujung mindaku ,

Diri ini sentiasa di salahkan .

Hatiku dipulih sengsara

Ia akan berasa cemas

Ia akan berasa hampa

Mengapa aku selalu menjadi mangsa

Diri ini hanya boleh membisu

tiada yang mengertiku

aku harus bentah

aku harus kuatkan semangatku

aku serahkan semuanya ,

kepada yang maha esa .

Im expressing how im feeling now , yes , its my poem on Saturday .

Alright , i dont feel that good . take care readers .

Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 5:57 PM

Hello readers ! Todaaaaay was super fun you know you know . Diaaaam lah , im speaking kan . Alright , i attended the malay course thingy . Started at 730am , but im still asleep at 0645hrs . So i decided to take a cab to school , guesssss what . I was not late . I still can persuade Siti to follow me to B.K . Alright , talktalktalk , laughlaughlaugh . We were asked to write a 'sajak' , something like a poem . Mine was super long . It was about me . *blow kisses* Then we were suppose to present our chosen poem , either by singing , acting or talking with great expressions . My poem was chosen , i mean like its super long . i pity my classmates tho . Kesian nyer korang . Something happened inbetween . Kay shut up 'Aisyah . But during presentation , the boys totally forgotten their formation and everything was destroyed . It didnt work out at planned . * show sad face * i had fun during the course , but something was on my mind the whole time i was there . Yeah . It seemed as if its hard for me to forget those wonderful moments you know . Kay moving on . then then went kfc with dearest Aisha and dearest Huda . Kept laughing my ass off the chair you know . And i laughed differently today , just to irritate Huda . :D alright , Korang kene diam pasal tadi tauuuuuuuuu . Hushhh . Met Part C's along the way at inter . Bused down to afghan with huda . Dalam bus kan teman-teman , ahah , Huda sahaja tau . *Blow kisses* i like reading my poem out loud with great expressions . I'll post my poem the next time i blog . hmm , maybe ard idk , next year ? Chey lama nyer . You know whyyyy ? my computer's down for the moment , which means all pictures and documents will be lost if its repaired . Alahai , aper2 la . As long as i can log into the comp again . Mother's not the same for the past few weeks , sungguh ganjil you know . okaaaay i feel like going to the library alone later on . Oh yeaaaah , im at my granny's house just to make the comp available for my own usage . Okay , goooooodbye readers . I know you love me . *blow more kisses* :D

Labels: You dont know me .

Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 2:22 AM

Yesterday was fun .

I didn't wanted to tag along in the first place since i was stabbed in the heart the day before .

He told me not to mourn as he is not suitable and such . I was strong . i know how to overcome false love . Afterall , he is pounding on a new prey or getting back with his bekas .

i dont know . Met Apit , Azim and Syafiq . Headed down to downtown for swimming with the guys . I am a single lady now . I am free to do what i want . Let the girls and guys talk for all i care . I am living my life , i know how to have fun . The purpose of the trip to wild wild wet is to overcome my depressions , to cheer myself up with my cliques by my side and also to get that god's creation out of my mind . I really enjoyed my time there . We went around the 'shiok river' for uhm 4 , 5 rounds ? or even more . Okay we met mats and minahs along the way . And i heard one of the minahs said , " Banyak laki , sorang pompan . Boleh sia handle . " At that point of time , i felt like replying , " Tak menyusahkan kau pe . Mind your own problems caan kak ? " but i kept quiet of course . Didnt want riots happening . Im single , the guys are already kind enough to invite me to join their day . Futhermore i want to forget him . Whose stopping me now ? I aint tripping baby . Alright , so we ride both slides and the ular-la too . and oh , i ride 'Samsung' with Fitri .I swear it was super-duper fun . Fitri , you shout like a missy . We proceeded to 'tsunami' i think ? i forgotten the pool's name . Silly me . I taught Azim to overcome his fear of deep depths . And i forgotten who said i can be a lifeguard . hah . Padahal-padahal .

CheckCheck tapak kaki tak jejak 1.7m punya lantai . Asalkan boleh swim sudaa . I almost lost both my clip and my friendship bracelet . The Guys to the rescue baby .

Dapat jumpe la ehh . Then ada benda terjadi . They thought i fought with Azim , check2 benda lain . Paiseh kan satusatu . Exchanged stories with Azim . Cheer up Azim . Cheer up Aisyah . i took sucha looooooooooooooong time to bathe . since im the only girl there , and i didnt brought a towel along with me , i need to kill more time for my personal self .

We ate at KFC , turns out that i cant finish my meal . 3/4 of my cheese fries were given to the others , 3/4 of my unfinished pepsi to waste , and i forced myself to munch down the small half eaten O.R fillet burger . I just dont have the appetite after what had happened on the 19th . Alright homies , bare in mind that its 3 in tha morning and i cant sleep due to the same incident . We proceed to Costa Sands next . To Wai keong's and Wai kit's chalet . Chit-chatted , took a lot of pictures , then half went home . Farhana and me then decided to walk around that area . Went Gelare and bought ice-cream . Be vain when you are eating expensive ice-creams alright ? Sekali-sekala sahaja . Mother was mad when i answer her call .

Hurried home and texted DDS-kambeng . I was having runny nose and firah thought i was crying over the incident . Funny . More pictures are with me . Ask kay .

On the 19th

I had a date with Gorgeous and Mango .

I bought my above dress for $30 .

I like it , if you dont , stop reading and move on to another url page please .

Aisha's fun once you really get to know her well .

Alright so we went town and bought clothes from Mango .

We were too engrossed over the beauty of our new top and dress that we actually wore it once we have purchased it .

Cute right ?

MRT-ed down to our hometown and decided to dine at Pizza's Hut .

Sekali-sekala apa salahnyer kankankan ?

Reached home before sunsets .

At night , things changed .

I cried , i couldn't sleep .

He does not worth my tears and life .

I am a coward , i am pretending like nothing had happened .

i am facing a fairytale love life after him now .

DDS is extreme Fun with a capital F .

Alright . im done blogging .

The next post is going to be about my class party .

Take good care of your heart readers .

It may just break anytime . And no i am not weak sucka .

Jerks remains as jerks . Noone can change the defination of jerks .

Don't hate what you had become , love .

Thanks friends , for being there today .

i had a great time though im in a critical condition due to him . <3

Labels: I am in a process of healing .

Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 11:18 AM

Its a free world .

Tak ada yang abadi .

Hes gone with the wind .

Back to his love one .

I live life to the fullest ,

like Aisha said :

there's a lot more fishes in the pond .

This feeling comes naturally ,

and it goes naturally .

All the best with your new prey .

Goodbye .

Labels: Singlehood dopies .

Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 1:24 AM

class party today .

a lot of love , a lot of fun .

Really a lot of love . Wow .

pictures will be uploaded soon .

Note : All pictures meant as only friends .

Nothing more .

im tired , im otp with bob .

bye , slamat .

im still depressed .

Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 11:31 PM

I'm confused .

@ 8:00 PM

A random post .

A random thought .

You were there having fun ,

I'm here shedding tears .

Roses are gorgeous ,

they injure you with their thorns .

Im in love with this God's creation ,

only Him knows how i feel towards the lucky one .

Ayid , i love you . <3

@ 7:56 PM

This post's gonna be boring , fuck off .

What's wrong friends ? its seems we're separating .

A lot have changed , i want the old us back . Please .

I miss those times when we spend times together .

Dont go picking your own secrets-sharing partner and tell him/her everything .

Who are we to you ?

Live your life the way you want it to be ,

do remember we once were apart of it .

Stay strong dear friend .

Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 10:42 PM

Congrats Dearest upon scoring very well for english .

Proud of you sweetheart . (:

Labels: imissAyid .

Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 10:10 PM

hmm, i miss sya.
why can't this feeling go off?
why must i be angry now?
why now?
why not later?
can't i be happy all the time?
boo, fuck this sickness.

yyay, i'm spending this time with my anakanak .
but, really .. it's not complete without her .
Can you dogs understand ? :D
yyay for me , i'm still the highest among my anakanak for english .
not to get the overall, but i got 55/60 .
saaaap *applause and laughters*
alright, ima stop .

to emily; Thanks for saying that when i smile, i smile like aliff aziz. hahaha !

Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 7:55 PM

Mood : Not any where near to good .

Empty your popcorn box and wear em' on your head cause tonight aint gonna be that pretty you heard ?

Aisyah feels like murdering a living creature .

Aisyah feels agitated .

Aisyah pissed .

Aisyah wants serenity .

Aisyah wants a triple scooped of ice-cream sundae with two sticks of kit-kat bars on top and a bowl of chocolate pudding to go with that .

Aisyah wants that bad feeling that sits right at the bottom of her heart to go away fast .

Aisyah hate liars and scumbag people .

Aisyah misses Farhana .

Aisyah misses Ayid terribly .

Get that homies ?

Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 2:41 PM

Yesterday was our one month anniversary .

We survived . Yyay .

Though we didnt celebrate it properly , i had fun .

It wasnt planned , so idris and Sufi was thr too .

Met up just for awhile .

So yeah .

Love you Ayid . <3

Im thinking of making my blog private . Give me your blog emails please ?

@ 1:22 AM

God Came again

Goodmorning children, AYID HERE !
yesterday was our 1st month, Omg it flew so fast.
How i wish i can celebrate with her Properly.
But, nevermind!
Yesterday, one of my children closed his book at Earth.
i shall see you again child.
Kay NOW!
AKU SUMPAH AKU MENDAK GILER BABI SAMPAI AKU MAIN NGAN MAINAN!
I SWEAR I'M SO BORED THAT I PLAYED WITH TOYS!
AKU SWEAR AKU BORED SAMPAI AKU PLAY NGAN TOYS!

I'm strong to kill a priest,
I'm faster then those pest,
I can reach out for you,
I can hear you,
I'm everywhere,
I'm elsewhere.

We take what we need,
We took what we did,
We write what we do,
We write forever and we still do,
We stand at the shoulders of giant,
We destroy we're defiant,
We shall move foward,
We shall face the akward.
We are notorious,
We are Warriors !

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy bye anakanak ayid !

Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 1:04 PM

My turn !

Okay i dont wish to elaborate .

Pictures are worth a thousand words .

Enjoy .