I turned 15 on the 20th January 2010. I am amazed by what my darling friends could do. Thanks Izzati and 3Fortitude. Yay! Almost everyone wished me Happy Birthday. Thanks yeahh. I have been busy. So yeah. Sorry for not posting. Missed me right? I received 3 birthday cakes in total. Yaaaaaaaay! I was grinning exactly like The Grinch on that day. I was feeling agog, how can i not be grinning. First cake was from 3Fortitude-handful of them. They fock out money and actually bought me a cake. How sweeeeeet. Even the friends I've known for almost two years now doesn't do this. Excluding Aisha. Okay,i knew there's gonna be a cake. I didnt expected the second one whom was from Syafiq and Apit. More sweeeeeeter. I sensed love there. Okay, so i got a psp slim for my birthday. but it had to be send back due to its techinical problems in it. So Sister bought the gold one instead. Well, terima kasih sahaje la. Appreciate the thoughts tho. *senyum selebar-lebarnyaa* Okay, I attended ncc camp. Exhausting. Ive been very very busy lately. So pictures it is. More on multiply. Takecare now. Will i ever get to meet you ever again Ozi Boy?

Everything happened for a reason.

God is testing us,

He's the almighty one.

Takecare of youreslf, Father.

You know i will always love you. (':

Four-straight-days of trainings. I had fun tho. Having my cliques by my side. Aha, i chuckled a lil while typing there. KFC has been friendly, we four friends stayed over till 9 for the four days laughing and making noises like as if that was our father's place. My tummy can burst while laughing at Opie's jokes you know. Shes so funny. Hahaha. Eh, i love you la Opie. Hahaha. Well, I did not tag along on Thursday. You know i know why yeah.

Sec one orientation was so tiring and quite embarrassing. Overall, it was fun and worth it. Once a life time, i'll never get to do it again, at least i hope i won't have to. IFC performance was not satisfying. Can we do it over, pretty please?

Alright, so the party don't start, till i walked in. Haha, whatever. It was fun, telling those innocent students how NCC is. Haha. You will never regret it. Yeah right. I was in my number 4, the green uniform, with my rifle, and my face was camou-ed, camouflaged for the long term. I looked funny! Haha, i laughed at myself while looking at my reflection in the mirror. I go, " Hahaha, hey you look funny! " and goes pointing to myself in the mirror.

I was given two floorball flyers, considering me to join floorball. Hua3. Sorry honeys, I am in NCC. Okay, lets end bout yesterday, Overall it was fun and exhausting. I did promised to post bout what happened bout ncc the other day right? So i'll just summarized what happened alright.

On the 6th, Fazera, Aisha, Nisa and I were the only four who attended training. It has always been the four of us ever since early last year December till now. We have already tried asking the others to come down, but to no avail, nothing helps. Down to us four only. School ends at 220 now. That has been tiring already, and us four have this sec one interacting games thing at the hall. Entertaining sec ones look easy, but it wasn't as easy as i thought it will be.

Having dressed in our half-u, green uniform and our ncc tee, its already hard for me to walk in it. My uniform is too big for me tho it is extra small in size. Whatever. Those sec ones are very irritating in another word. But they are quite alright, belum matang, faham faham saje.

The activity ends around 540 due to some interruptions after the whole thing. As only four of us are participating in the IFC, we really think its pathetic of only having four cadets out of fourteen to be in the performance. We then decided to accept the agreement of combining with the ncc-land boys to perform as one whole unit. We then informed our Ma'am-the teacher on charge of our combination and she agreed to it.

As we came down with an intention to inform our staffs and sargents bout it, we get scolding straight in our faces. We did not even have a chance to explain and Fazera saw one of our ma'ams actually wanted to like release her anger at us in uhm, alright i shall not say it here. Training ends at 530 but we four have to stay till around almost 7 to practice our routine.

Everything was cocked up, i was so confused and tired, i could faint at any point of time. The highest ranking of the unit already agreed to the plan, why can't they just follow up? And why are they so mad at us? Like excuse me, if its not for the four of us, the ncc name would not go up and the standard will go down. And you could still be angry at us for making an attempt to make ncc better. Like whatever.

You still can be angry at us for not knowing what happened to the rest of the part c'10. And we four are to blame for the rest's absence. I still think its not fair. And 30 pumpings for every mistake? Do you think we want to commit mistakes? and by making us exhausted due to the punishment you gave us, do you think its gonna make things anything better?

After training that ends around 7, we got changed and we were very fed up with the whole incidence. Then we tried calling up the absentees. And we only got thru one of our cadet. Now, let me apologize if i was rude. I know i was rude. But seriously, i thought you were the one who is always up for this and always the play maker. I don't beg for your attendance, i just want you to come down for ncc, and by that, i would want to see all fourteen of you there, i want us to be like last time. And by posting at your blog with nonsensical name calling is just reflecting how negative you are towards your friends my dear, i did say i was sorry, we were sorry. We just could not live with your punishments anymore.

Not spending your time with us four won't be a problem at all, i don't mind and i don't give a damn bout it. Take hold of your responsible as a cadet is already good enough. My post is already to the extreme long. Okay whatever. Let's witness the sunset tmr yeah Ozi boy ? I know you can't wait to see my smile. Aha. I am going to end my post now. Takecare.

I am feeling agog. I am just so happy now. I am at peace whenever you popped into my mind. Yaaaaaay~ Okayokay enoughhhhh. I still do want your huggggg. * show shameless face.* Today, supposingly i was to come down granny's crib, but i was late, and besides, i got other plans too. Hatiku melonjat kegembiraan apabila mataku terpandang wajahmu. Cheychey. ^^

Seven January Two Thousand Ten. So many things happened. School was as per normal, i brought nasi goreng today! Mum cooked. Heee. Sorry if i didnt entertain some of you people, its just maybe i am lazy or i just cant be bothered to even look at your face.

During maths lesson, I can barely pay any attention to Miss Eng. I have no idea why. Haha. Then, during Chemistry, i was like wide awake! *pats on my shoulder* Its like a fairy poured magical awaken dust all over me and poof, i understand fully. Haha. Science was never a favourite. ._.

Then we were released at around 110pm to have our lunch and we were off to Temasek Poly, next door. Thru out the whole tour, i will have to rate it, 4 out of 10. Cause, it was super boring. Excluding the part where we were in the room where we have to wear those 3D-glasses and i held the remote control to move around with, Basically, that was the most coolest thing there. The apparrel design caught my attention the most. I was like, drooling when i saw those beautiful clothing designs. Wow. Then we proceeded back to school. i had the sec one interacting thingy at the school hall and hell yeah, it was tiring taking care of those sec 1 kids. Habes chocolate aku kene kebas. -.- Then, NCC next. Rehearsed everything for quite some time at the hall. Aha, NCC, banyaaaaaaak memories eh Opie? Tepukkan gemuruh jer la iyer.

About NCC, prolly i will explain more bout it the next time i post. ( Fikir aku takut pe dengan kau musibot? kawan tak kawan, fikir aku kisah pe? Aku bagi kau kereta mainan, kau gi main satu corner eh sotong. ) Okayokay, then i wanted to claim my ncc stuffs in my class, but class was locked. Oh deaaaar. So i was asked to climb into the classroom thru the window. Seronok you ! -.- The trip to granny house was cancelled, so met up with that friend with mine. Aha, you know i know iyer. ^^ Waiting for Saturday. (: Yay.

Tomorrow, there's art. For four full periods. And i don't own an A3 sketchbook. No textbook either, out of stock. I am gonna die. Aha, Siva takmu mara eh Siva? Hahahaha. Boleh gitu~

Having Sec 1 oreintation tmr. Performing IFC. Whatever laaaa. We trained well. Ending late tmr. Okaayy, i wanna sleeeeeeep. Im tired. Rest well Ozi boy, have fun at your soccer training slash friendly match tmr. Stop whining hun. (:

Happy New Year. I will not list my 2010 resolutions here. For sure there's no ending to it. * Smile widely * As you can see, school have started and boy, can you spell tired? First day was not as bad as i predicted.

I have a secret. OMG, is this reality? The way that pair of eyes sparkled when making eye contact with me, the way that voice projected out of the throat, could this be? Haha, its our lil-dirty-secret yeah Sha? * Grins exactly like the Grinch * I am feeling agog right now.

Upon all the above, still, one thing that could not change is the way Ozi boy make me smile. (Ada technic-technic dia iyeeeer temanteman) Ive longed for repose now. Freedom is what i want. School has taken almost all of my daylight, i do not want anything to go wrong. Ive planned this first-four months, and my first piority is to study and be happy.

Second day of school was disastrous. Basically during my co-curiculum activity. Though it was only two hours of non-stop chattering and giggling both exterior and interior self and being sweaty, training was quite alright actually.

I still have not meet my Maths teacher. How saaaaad. Booo. I am anxious upon meeting her. that particular person was too tired caused by his soccer practice slash training slash meeting or whatsoever for sec 1 orrientation thats drawing nearer. So he wanted to rest and postpone our second meet-up kan Ozi boy? Its okaaaay, next time ajeer kay? Haha, whatever~

Tomorrow is Wednesday! Yay, i am craving for my lemon chicken rice slash nasi lemak from school canteen. Which shall i get to fill my oh-so-flat tummy? Hmmmmmmm. Or shall i just bring home food? Naaah, lemon chicken rice sounds soooo much better. Haha. Okay, there's Physics and Chem tmr. And our class test. Hmmm, okayokay. And there's NCC training tmr, again. Walaoayyyyyyy ! straight days sia wanna train. Okay, singlish or what Nurul'Aisyah? Haha, speaking bout myself reminds me of what happened in class today.

I am in the same class with Aisha for the third year now, three years in the row baby, i bet we're gonna end up in the same class for our O's Sha. Haha. So we have to identify ourselves to the teacher, and we have a pair of Aisha/'Aisyah and a pair of Syafiqs. So yeaaaaaaaaaaah. Whatever. So 3Fortitudes, acknowledge me as Nurul'Aisyah in lessons kay.

Seriously i have no more mood now. I am so sensitive, tell me which earthling here does not feel hurt when you are accused of something you did not commit? As I have said above, i longed for repose. Go fuck your gumballs you motherfuckers. And excuse me, i hate copycats alright. Loathes that attitude you have there sweetheart. I am showing you grasshoppers a get-a-life-bimbos face.

Lastly, i wanna thanked Fazera, Aisha and Syahirunnisa for making my day today. Basically lets present an award to Aisha. Shes the one who have been by my side throughout the day. Thank youuuuuu. Xoxo. Tho we had our ups and downs last year, lets put all those behind us and just laugh it out alright girlfriends? Okay whatever. Fuck shit, i detest my sister for this point of time. No, i loathes my family, What a hurting thing to commit. But who the fuck can stop me ? Goodbye. Sucha long post. Meeting buddies tmr. Greaaaaat. <3