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Thursday, September 23, 2010 @ 9:43 PM

hi i am so scared of final year exam. someone please tutor me physics and chemistry.

Monday, September 20, 2010 @ 12:55 AM

SELAMAT HARI RAYA. omg someone stole my pens for the 123294075465823th time. i am so fucked up and look at the bloody time. Its 1am in the morning and im doing oral presentation homework which i did not turn up for classes last week due to falling ill at the most important days in a week!!!

okay so so abg sabri invited me out yesterday on his outing with his friends but i cannot get my lazy ass in the showers so i didnt tag along. I miss Apit bestie and i feel like going out to study with him. poor Apit all alone under his blk when im at CCK just now. Sorrry kay? My friend is so so busy at his "rumah terbuka" and i wonder what is he doing right now. i know i shld be doing my preparations for oral presentations tmr but im dying to blog since raya started!

Okay i lovee Auntie Izah house so so much. Why must her apartment be in chua chu kang and not next to mine. I love her place because theres Tiara Syazalina thr and i love her so much. And abg hamizan nonsense, i wonder how kak amirah can handle. Photos are at my facebook. Alright. i will blog when im done. byeeeee. <3

Tuesday, September 14, 2010 @ 8:57 PM

i hate my little sister and blogger is the only companion i can share it with. Thats if she did not figure out my blog url. gosh i despise her so much. please kill her anybody. i want to be the last child because everybody knows that the last child gets pampered and wont get scolded as much as the older siblings and for me to get yelled at in the face with my situation like this can get me so boiled up that i feel like running away now. gosh i feel like one idiot in my room complaining to blogger how annoying my sister is. i feel like one complete fool. for those people who overcome my blog and you feel the exact same way as i do, cyber high-five man.

and raya is not even helping at all. things have been missing here and there due to cleaning of the house. all chunk into bags and kept in the stores or either in the corners of the rooms. Mother is so defiant against her third child because to her im so useless. im dumb and i cannot get my priorities straight. bullshit. Whatever mom.

@ 5:40 PM

i didnt go to school today because im down with fever and i vomited a lot. i dont like swallowing those big pills cause it makes my throat painful and the doctor suck cause all he ask me this stupid question," why do you look so sad?" and it took me about 15mins to get my medicine. And i cant take it with my unit, its getting on my very last nerve. Oh part C. nice.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010 @ 10:07 PM

hi blogger. i dont know how to express my feelings so i shall just blurt it out here. Do you know the feeling when you get frustrated or annoyed when the person you are expecting do not reply your texts msges? and what makes it more irritating is when the person you despise texted you. yeah thats how i feel and when the person did reply, my mind would just go blank and i make stupid responds and made a complete fool out of myself. Another thing is why should i be bothered bout her when i have my own life and needs to please? i have vowed to myself to make my needs my first priority rather than pleasing her/others. I did not sleep for a day as i have been on midnight calls with my friend. And i feel unappreciated for what ive done in life.

thats it, i cannot tolerate with your nonsense anymore. Common, you know your flaws better than i do. If you think your life is breaking apart, please note that mine is worser. I'll appreciate that.